::5.2.04::
Pago, pago, pago...Devo, não nego.
Acabo de voltar do samba, e o que seria de mim sem as minhas amigas para me coagirem??? Mais um pré-carnaval insólito, cheio de maus-humores e muito falta de samba no pé. Não foi o caso. Sambei bastante, e pena que não tinha uma câmera digital para gravar os momentos...E o menino mais lindo, lindo, lindo, ele também não quis saber de mim. Há! Isn?t it great??? Pra ele, eu pago uma grande paixão não correspondida...Mas a vida é assim, um dia, alguns anos, tudo uma questão de timing. UM DIA, eu vou achar o meu. Lembrei do Luiz (o Melodia) na pista, quando a galera começou a tocar " se alguém perguntar por mim...diz que fui por aí...levando o violão, debaixo do braço". Eu não tenho violão, mas estou por aí. Cheia de sono, cheia de skol na idéia, cheia de espaço nessa minha vida, mas estou andando por aí. Vou encontrar.
:: Marcia Furriel 3:24 a.m.
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"...[R]eturning to the Red Drum for sets, to hear Bird, whom I saw distinctly digging Mardou several times also myself directly into my eye looking to search if I was really the great writer I thought myself to be as if he knew my thoughts and ambitions or remembered me from other night clubs and other coasts, other Chicagos--not a challenging look but the king and founder of the bop generation at least the sound of it in digging his audience digging his eyes, the secret eyes him-watching, as he just pursed his lips and let great lungs and immortal fingers work, his eyes separate and interested and humane, the kindest jazz musician there could be while being and therefore naturally the greatest--watching Mardou and me in the infancy of our love and probably wondering why, or knowing it wouldn't last, or seeing who it was would be hurt, as now, obviously, but not quite yet, it was Mardou whose eyes were shining in my direction, though I could not have known and now do not definitely know--except the one fact, on the way home, the session over the beer in the Mask drunk we went home on the Third Street bus sadly through night and throb knock neons and when I suddenly leaned over her to shout something further (in her secret self as later confessed) her heart leapt to smell the "sweetness of my breath" (quote) and suddenly she almost loved me--"
DO LIVRO
The Subterraneans
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