:: Mardoux Mardoux... ::

::19.12.05:: BALANÇO ANUAL 2005 foi o ano em que eu definitivamente acreditei no fim do mundo. Não pra agora, mas uma coisa assim, pra no máximo 2057. O homem e principalmente a natureza não vão se agüentar por muito mais tempo. Alguém vai implodir a relação, não vai haver conversa e as águas vão rolar. O que eu continuo esperando é que a coisa seja num BUM só, morre todo mundo e acabou-se. Mesas redondas no inferno/paraíso/limbo/whatever pra neguinho discutir quem foi que apertou o botão vermelho. E também aquelas rodinhas de bar pra lembrar com era legal na Terra, quando a gente ia pra praia e pegava Sol, e quando o Brasil era campeão da Copa. O 2005, pra mim, foi um ano reflexivo. :: Marcia Furriel 12:18 p.m. [+] :: ... Comments: Enviar um comentário

[::..perfil..::] "...[R]eturning to the Red Drum for sets, to hear Bird, whom I saw distinctly digging Mardou several times also myself directly into my eye looking to search if I was really the great writer I thought myself to be as if he knew my thoughts and ambitions or remembered me from other night clubs and other coasts, other Chicagos--not a challenging look but the king and founder of the bop generation at least the sound of it in digging his audience digging his eyes, the secret eyes him-watching, as he just pursed his lips and let great lungs and immortal fingers work, his eyes separate and interested and humane, the kindest jazz musician there could be while being and therefore naturally the greatest--watching Mardou and me in the infancy of our love and probably wondering why, or knowing it wouldn't last, or seeing who it was would be hurt, as now, obviously, but not quite yet, it was Mardou whose eyes were shining in my direction, though I could not have known and now do not definitely know--except the one fact, on the way home, the session over the beer in the Mask drunk we went home on the Third Street bus sadly through night and throb knock neons and when I suddenly leaned over her to shout something further (in her secret self as later confessed) her heart leapt to smell the "sweetness of my breath" (quote) and suddenly she almost loved me--" DO LIVRO The Subterraneans [::.. perfil sarcástico..::]